COVID Worries

I am terrified that I won’t have learned anything.

Early on in the COVID era, I could see how I was going to come out more appreciative, more forgiving, less judgmental, less scared, increasingly balanced, equally patient and more true to myself. If there was anything I needed to change, then by-goodness, this would be the time.

I was a pioneer in positivity (no play-on-words-here); some may have named me toxically positive.

Let me be a cautionary, and knowingly-entitled, tale. It doesn’t matter if I have been vaccinated once or twice; if I haven’t figured out how I can become a better human, in relation to others and as a result of a worldwide pandemic, then I am infecting you all.

I am terrified that I will have missed the mark. I am scared that I will have likely mastered the art of virtual meetings, revised connection and COVID-understanding, yet will be, inadvertently, contributing to the no-change slope of belonging and betterment of our world.

I am terrified that I won’t have learned anything, other than how to post more photos of myself.

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